Project

Roles

  • Creative Direction

  • Illustration

  • Editorial Design

  • Graphic Design

  • Layout Design

Tools

  • Procreate

  • Adobe Photoshop

  • Adobe InDesign

Year

2021

Credits

Words: Amanda Wong



In response to Amanda Wong’s poem Aquarium, I created an ocean-themed illustration that reflects the themes of cultural loss, identity, and the erosion of language. The image surrounds the poem with ocean elements—waves, coral, and fish—symbolizing the richness of culture and the fragile connection to one's heritage. The children in the piece, including a young boy holding a fish, represent the bond to childhood and cultural roots, while the water imagery reflects the loss of language and identity over time.

The illustration captures the emotional tension of being caught between two worlds, as described in the poem, and the experience of losing one’s mother tongue. Through this visual metaphor, I aim to convey the delicate balance of holding onto cultural identity while navigating the pressures of assimilation. The act of preserving what remains, like patching up a cracked aquarium, mirrors the struggle to reconnect with one's heritage amidst the gradual disappearance of cultural ties.

AQUARIUM

I am losing my 母語.

Cantonese is slipping out of my

mouth like a cracked aquarium,

water leaks out.

It can no longer contain

the pressure of English.

How do I save my goldfish?

How can I talk to my 婆婆

and ask her more than

“你食咗飯未呀?”

The floor is flooded,

the only link to my culture

is slipping through my fingers.

Will all that’s left be the water

embedded between the gravel,

left to evaporate over time?

And I will become a 虛殼 woman not

唐人 enough to be Chinese not 西人

enough to be truly Canadian. Perhaps

this is the cost

my 爸爸媽媽

paid to carve a new life

digging their nails through the

permafrost. I repay them

by having a tongue

laced with English.

All that is left is for me

is to patch up the glass walls,

and save what is left of me

to speak

廣東話.

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